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post #1 of 67
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I was recently reminded of how powerful and enjoyable an experience it is when a work of literature or film can shape your mood for a significant period of time - even if the emotion you're tinged with isn't necessarily a "positive" one - when I finished David Moody's "Straight to You". This was Moody's 1st novel, and unrelated to his more famous "Autumn" zombie novel series.

The premise is that the world is ending because the sun is dying, and humanity has only a few days left. The protagonist has decided he's going to spend what time he has left with his girlfriend, and the bulk of the novel is his attempts to cross the country (England) to get to where she is. A depressing premise if ever there was one, and the manner in which the sun destroys the earth is well and believably written, and despite the waves of heat Moody posits as the sun's final gasps to us, chilling. More so because a few months ago I heard O & A talking about some scientists who released a study that says our sun is going to die - probably in a manner very similar to what was in the book - in 100 years or so, not the billions of years we've always thought. not in our lifetimes, sure, but perhaps in our grandchildren's. This book depressed me for some time.

And that's saying somethihng, because I tear through books very quickly, and my typical reaction is only to think "I liked that; now what's next?" Most of them don't leave a lasting impression that powerfully upon me.

Thinking on this subject, the other books or stories I can recall having such an effect on me are "The Girl Next Door", which left me feeling dirty and disillusioned, my faith in humanity shaken, but at the same time perversely exhilirated because I had the privilege of reading a work so powerful and well crafted. When I was in college, some of the things I read in my literature classes stuck with me for awhile, too. Notably, "Notes from the Undergound" by Dostoyevsky (I was feeling particularly down on myself, and the wretched, WRETCHED narrator's story just fit in perfectly with my mood) and "Tonio Kroger" by Tomas Mann (wherein it was posited that artists of all kinds are compelled to do what they do because they perceive the world more acutely than the madding crowd, and because of this perceptual difference, will never quite fit in with the world of which they are so acutely aware; I once harbored dreams of being an auteur myself.).

I seem to get this effect more from books than from movies. Guess it's because I read more than I watch films. I figure I have more of a literary bent than a cinematic one. But I welcome comments as to either (hell, throw in plays or music or anything else you can think of) from my fellow Chewers. What works have pushed your buttons, perhaps for an uncomfortably long time?
post #2 of 67
The first time I saw Apocolypse Now was the closest I ever came to attempting suicide. I just felt utterly out of place in a cold uncaring world, and that nothing I ever did would ever mean anything. I dunno why, but that movie (particularly the cow/Brando sequence) destroyed me on damn near every level. I own Redux, but I'm in no hurry to revisit it.
post #3 of 67
Not to veer too far off topic, but sometimes it's something as short as a song or music video. The 1st time I saw Johnny Cash's "Hurt" video, it damn near crushed me. I was brought to tears a few times during the length of it, and it stuck with me for a week. I kep going back to see if it was the mood I was in at the time, looking for some immunity... Nope, hits me like a truck EVERY time and not always in the same spots.

To bring this post back to the horror genre and film specifically... THE MIST was the one most recent that comes to mind. The dread was palpable and I was seriously frightened of the lingering hopelessness (more so than the actual monsters) that this film injects you with. I really want the DVD, so I can study its techniques and find out how it was able to effect me so. That Darabont is a f**kin brilliant craftsman.
post #4 of 67
Recently, Cormac McCarthy's The Road. Yeah, I know everyone including Oprah loved it and all, but I read it right after my dad passed away. For days after finishing it I just felt that I couldn't function. However, I am sure at that time of my life I would have felt the same way after watching The Lion King, so take that how you will.

As a teenager, I remember being greatly bothered after reading Helter Skelter by Vincent Bugliosi. Considering that the Manson Family dropped one of the victim's purses off at a gas station restroom a few miles from my house really creeped me the fuck out.

As for film, the recent documentary Jonestown: The Life and Death of the People's Temple stayed with me for weeks. They used actual recorded audio from the final day, and you can hear women and children screaming in pain and fear as Jones tries to calm them down. It's unbelievably chilling.
post #5 of 67
The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath. This book fucked my life. I think I read it at exactly the right age and mindset for maximum depression. The writing is so sharp and focused, but the feeling that it engenders is so blunt and heavy and widespread. It just covers you up and never goes away.
post #6 of 67
"Girl Next Door," particularly THAT CHAPTER, fucked me up but good. See also: It, see also "American Pastoral" by Phillip Roth. There's a chapter in the latter where the main character is visited by a woman from his daughter's past that really got under my skin. And I think I was a freshman in high school when I read it. I'm sure there are more, but Girl Next Door was the most recent.
post #7 of 67
I was several days getting out of a Requiem For A Dream inspired depression spiral. It's the only movie that ever made me physically ill while watching it. And that's coming from someone who never took a drug stronger than aspirin.
post #8 of 67
Let's see.

The Wire has weighed me down for days at a time, and I fucking love it for that.

I was mostly just disappointed with the book, but in The Dark Tower, the death of Eddie Dean really fucked me up. I forgave a lot of shit in that series because I identified so strongly with that character.

This may be supremely geeky, but Spiderman 2 made me a better person. I wasn't crazy about the first despite loving the character, but the second really nailed the basic, invincible decency of Peter Parker, and made me want to be like that. For a few days after at least, I was nicer, more helpful, and generally less of a corrupt piece of poo. Don't worry, I'm back now.
post #9 of 67
Don't feel bad, Schwartz. Spider-Man 2 makes everyone want to be a better person.

As for films that left a good impression on me, I would say that Children of Men did a great job of restoring my faith in humanity. Oh, you all know know the part I'm talking about. It's such a beautiful moment that for days afterwards I would just wander around my block and really appreciate the fact that our days aren't numbered. Then I would turn on the History Channel and learn about how we're all doomed from one of a many possible natural and man-made disasters. Oh well.
post #10 of 67
Been fucked up badly both by OZ and The Shield (namely the season 5 closer).
post #11 of 67
Both No Country and The Mist changed my mood for a while. I was in a funk for a while. But Eternal Sunshine and The Fountain have the opposite effect.
post #12 of 67
Irreversible hit me hard, so did Requiem for a Dream. Also, I Stand Alone by Gaspar Noe. Do yourself a favour and don't watch that.
post #13 of 67
I have to say that The Girl Next Door did it for me too. It's been years since I first read it and I still hate and fear it with every fiber of my being. Not because it isn't good, on the contrary I believe it's excellent. You know when you're like "I'm hardcore! Nothing can get to me!" and then along comes something that says "No you're not. Check this out!" and just wrecks you? That book did it for me. Over time I shook its effect off, but I still haven't tried to read it again.
post #14 of 67
Movies have never affected me for long, maybe just for a day. Seeing Kill Bill Vol. 1 was almost like a religious experience for me. It was as if someone had looked into my soul and made a movie just for me, combining everything I loved about genre cinema into one movie. I went home and downloaded the Soundtrack and felt pretty good for the rest of the day.
post #15 of 67
I'm a total sucker for those movies that show you someone who's wasting their life or missing all these opportunities, sometimes showing you much later in their life and all the bad stuff that's gone down, but oh.. OH at the end of the movie they get a 2nd chance, a chance to turn it all around and live the good life they should! Oh happy day!

Example. Click. Yeah, I said it. Stuff like that, even though it only affects me on the short-term, always make me try to get the most out of myself for a few days afterwords.

Also, the first and last Rocky movies are huge inspirations for me. I feel like I can do anything I set my mind and heart on after watching those. Good feelings.
post #16 of 67
Call me the cold fish, I guess, because while a book or film can induce an emotional response, it generally lasts no longer than the duration of the story or immediately thereafter. As a quick example, I walked out of Cloverfield feeling exhilarated, but that feeling was pretty much gone by the time I ordered my first drink at the neighboring bar.

I will say, however, that books tend to affect me much more than film. I remember It affecting me for months afterwards: mostly in that I became terrified of the household plumbing.
post #17 of 67
Requiem for a Dream was a biggy for me. I was big into drugs at the time and that film shook me to my core. And yes, I was high when I watched it, which probably didn't help. Subsequent viewings have meant its effect is much lessened, and now I just appreciate it as a groovy bit of filmmaking that features an Oscar-worthy performance and Jennifer Connelly's bush. Or is that from Jennifer Connelly's bush?
post #18 of 67
I can't watch Peter Weir's FEARLESS without being reduced to a slobbering pile of wasted emotion for a couple of days. Also, Cronenberg's CRASH makes me want to hurt myself and let people have sex with my wounds while describing the various buttholes and pungent semen they've experienced.
post #19 of 67
Dark, as soon as I read this thread title, I immediately thought 'Fuck it, I'm mentioning 'Hurt' in this one.' My friend put it best and I agree with him: if you don't feel something while watching that video (Mark Romanek! Why did you have to leave Wolf Man!), then you cannot be counted as a member of the human race.

To get back on topic, after several months of reading it on the train, I just last night finished up '100 Years of Solitude' and...Jesus Christ...not only is it one of the most magnificent novels I've ever read, but it cuts through any emotional armor I may have had. I just want to spend time with people and really connect with them now (so naturally, I'm on CHUD...)
post #20 of 67
Paul Greengrass, whenever he's not doing the Bourne franchise, hit me hard with Bloody Sunday and United 93. The latter especially killed me. I neglected to see the movie in the theaters and finally caught up to it on DVD a year ago. About thirty minutes near the end, I had to pause it. I started crying in my dorm lounge loudly, since I knew how it was going to end.

Greengrass and the docudrama go hand-in-hand. Certainly one of my favorite directors today. Mungiu's 4 Months, 3 Weeks, and 2 Days also left me cold after the credits rolled.

I'll also second The Road. I wish McCarthy's novels received more attention in college English classes.
post #21 of 67
Hurt - that fucking does it. So does Requiem of course, and Fountain in it's own way.

I was very.... something, when The Sopranos ended. I was late on that train but the last six months before it ended, that show was a huge (read: obsessive) part of my life. When it was done.... I was kind of broken up a bit.

Before they announced the movies and such, it would depress me a little bit to watch an episode of Futurama, simply because it was so good and I wouldn't be getting any more.

Halloween (07) depressed me for two straight days, and I'm not kidding.

EDIT: Holy shit! Of course, United 93. Good one.
post #22 of 67
I can't say for days but definately for hours. Although watching Fear and Loathing for the first time launched me into at least a couple years long obsession with Hunter Thompson.
post #23 of 67
The 'Jurassic Bark' episode of Futurama belongs on any "fuck you up for a couple of days" list. I don't have a dog, but I just wanted to go home and snuggle with my cats for days after seeing that.
post #24 of 67
Ever since I watched Juno I have had that monotone folk music crap stuck in my head, and it had started affecting my relationships at both work and at home in a negative way.
post #25 of 67
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To get back on topic, after several months of reading it on the train, I just last night finished up '100 Years of Solitude' and...Jesus Christ...not only is it one of the most magnificent novels I've ever read, but it cuts through any emotional armor I may have had. I just want to spend time with people and really connect with them now (so naturally, I'm on CHUD...)
This has been on my list for some time now. I think you've just bumped it up to the on-deck circle.
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The 'Jurassic Bark' episode of Futurama belongs on any "fuck you up for a couple of days" list. I don't have a dog, but I just wanted to go home and snuggle with my cats for days after seeing that.
Bender's Big Score totally fixes that.
post #27 of 67
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and Fountain in it's own way.
Last year, the "3-punch combo" of bittersweet fables that is PAN'S LABYRINTH, CHILDREN OF MEN, and THE FOUNTAIN hung over my head like a perpetual cinematic cloud/muse for days following each one's viewing.
post #28 of 67
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I can't watch Peter Weir's FEARLESS without being reduced to a slobbering pile of wasted emotion for a couple of days. Also, Cronenberg's CRASH makes me want to hurt myself and let people have sex with my wounds while describing the various buttholes and pungent semen they've experienced.
Yeah, the final five minutes of Fearless are fucking brutal. Goddamn, where is a proper DVD release of this?
post #29 of 67
I also get inspired by movies about creative characters. American Movie, Hustle & Flow, Once, Ed Wood, all inspired me to write/perform afterwards.
post #30 of 67
I remember watching Lucky McKee's May just during my freshman year in college and it totally put me in such a mood for days that I barely could function properly. Scared the hell out of me too, when I finally got out of it and looked back at what my thoughts during that time had been.

Recently, The Fountain and on a slightly lesser level, The Assassination of Jesse James by the Coward Jesse James have been movies that got under my skin and stayed in my mind for days, but in a different tone to what May did.

And talking about songs, thanks to Chud, I "found" the song that had the real 911 call in the background about someone breaking into a woman's apartment. That one really disturbed me for the longest time.
post #31 of 67
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I also get inspired by movies about creative characters. American Movie, Hustle & Flow, Once, Ed Wood, all inspired me to write/perform afterwards.
Even films that show off pure brilliant craftsmanship on a film-making level is enough to inspire and get my creative juices flowing. Seeing a really great piece of stop-motion animation, awesome creature design, etc.


On another, sillier note, my wife says she can tell how much I like a given genre flick by the way I behave directly after, especially if it's KUNG-FU. My daughter and I ran around the house like a couple of gorillas for period after watching MIGHTY JOE YOUNG or KONG.
post #32 of 67
This just in, Darkmite is a supercute dad.
post #33 of 67
I just felt really down and out of sorts the first time I saw Se7en. I'm fine when I watch it now, maybe because that it's on TV; like it's smaller, more controllable. But the first time I saw it - just seeing that much bleakness and horror on a big screen. I honestly just felt like crying when it was over. I just wanted to go home and take a long shower, I felt dirty.

On the upside, when I read Enchanted April, I was absolutely on cloud nine for days. It just made me feel so good and so happy, it was completely infectious.
post #34 of 67
Coming out of the theater after Memento, I was completely disoriented for about 30 minutes. I felt like I didn't know what was going on anymore.

Vonnegut books (particularly Slaughterhouse-Five and Breakfast of Champions) often leave me in a odd mental place for a few days, like humanity itself is disoriented.
post #35 of 67
The first time I saw Trainspotting left me with a desire to do heroin right then and there. I have always been attracted to "junkie" movies especially when they are on the downward spiral. It fed into my depression at the time and seemed to offer a perfect escape for me. Needless to say my Puritan work ethic won out over the nostalgia of junkies and i got over it.
The original Matrix movie also fed into my depression about what was really wrong with the world. That feeling lasted for months.
Also V for Vendetta left me with a serious desire to blow up government buildings. There is still a tiny bit of terrorist in me and it doesn't frighten me one bit.
For a book that makes me feel uplifted. Always the LOTR trilogy. I still cry at the end. If someone asked me to go to Middle Earth I would probably say yes.
post #36 of 67
This is actually a pretty frequent occurence with me. I think that's why I watch so many films, and read so many books, because I like the way the good ones tend to spin around my head for days even weeks after seeing them. Last night I watched Jim Jarmusch' first feature Permanent Vacation, I went in with low expectations, not hearing many good things about the film, and finished having the images floating in my head, and continuing on to this morning.
post #37 of 67
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Vonnegut books (particularly Slaughterhouse-Five and Breakfast of Champions) often leave me in a odd mental place for a few days, like humanity itself is disoriented.

Vonnegut has that effect on most people. Especially if they go in with a mind willing to absorb what's being given.

Star Wars on opening weekend sent me spinning for months. I'd always been a fan of fantasy/horror/sf movies, but to see one formed of the pure essence of fantasy dressed up in sf clothes was just mind-altering. I had nearly the same response to Alien.

The Man from Snowy River is another movie that stayed with me long afterwards. There was a quiet joy in my appreciation of that flick that colored my days for a long while afterwards.
post #38 of 67
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I was several days getting out of a Requiem For A Dream inspired depression spiral. It's the only movie that ever made me physically ill while watching it.
I second that, I was left with a very depressing feeling for a few days, and some of those scenes just stuck with me.
post #39 of 67
I've never seen it, but the description and critical reviews of Salo has stayed with me for years. It would be safe to say that Salo has infected my soul and altered my philosophy.
post #40 of 67
I'm fairly sure Eraserhead managed to mess me up a little bit in the long term, but it certainly hung around me for some days after first seeing it.
Ditto Eyes Without a Face.
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The 'Jurassic Bark' episode of Futurama belongs on any "fuck you up for a couple of days" list. I don't have a dog, but I just wanted to go home and snuggle with my cats for days after seeing that.
Sweet Zombie Jesus. That episode was so depressing. I'll admit it, I cried.
post #42 of 67
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Halloween (07) depressed me for two straight days, and I'm not kidding.
I think most people who saw that movie left with a depressed feeling but that's what happens with remakes.
post #43 of 67
Read 1984, at the age 12, been an outspoken Libertarian ever since, and if you think I am lying ask my parents, about me running around claiming Clinton was using thought speak to cover his constant shifting.


Every time I watch the Professional I am overcome with immense glee mixed with equal emotional sadness, and this is why every time I meet someone who has not seen it I show them it as soon as I can.

The only movie that has really hit me hard full to the chest was Pan's Labyrinth, just an brilliant piece of fantasy with more heart than all the films made by Nancy Meyer added up add multiplied by a 100.
post #44 of 67
Nice to see someone else was just as affected by Se7en, LisaNY...

I was already feeling a bit down when I watched it the first time at home. Its overall darkness culminating in the beheading of Paltrow's character left me depressed for a couple of days, hating this goddamn world. I actually cursed it as a rotten rotten movie.
Of course, I've seen it several times since, and love it now...

The bleakness of McCormac's The Road got to me too.

Oh, and at the end of Forrest Gump, when he visits Jennie's grave, I tear up every time.

And to cheer me up? I'll think of random Simpsons quotes from their heyday!
post #45 of 67
Being John Malkovich had me leaving the theater scowling and angry. Just so miserably dark and pathetic at the ending.

I find that movies that got me when I was younger still have that effect, even now that I'm an adult and should know better. There is an almost pavlovian emotional response in me to cry at certain musical cues from Braveheart, even out of context.

As a teenager, there were some landmark films that changed how I appreciated or understood art. JFK and Pulp Fiction both opened new avenues of thought in my brain, and that left me feeling excited for months, and altered my life to some degree. Posting here, for one thing.
post #46 of 67
Wait a minute.

The ending of Being John Malkovich made you angry, but you still watch Braveheart out of choice?

You really are the gayest.
post #47 of 67
I didn't say Malkovich sucked. It is, in fact, a great movie. If it sucked, I wouldn't have an emotional response to it. And I actually don't watch Braveheart anymore, but I did all the time when I was fourteen. You didn't really read my post very well.
post #48 of 67
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Being John Malkovich had me leaving the theater scowling and angry. Just so miserably dark and pathetic at the ending.

I find that movies that got me when I was younger still have that effect, even now that I'm an adult and should know better. There is an almost pavlovian emotional response in me to cry at certain musical cues from Braveheart, even out of context.
Take a deep breath. Go read MY post. Then stop trying to say I read it wrong. Maybe you wrote it wrong.
post #49 of 67
Fuck it, this ain't worth getting into. You win?
post #50 of 67
I remember a strong sense of panic after finishing 1984, that Orwell's world was self-sustaining and that we would be trapped in it forever if we allowed it to happen. The love of power for its own sake, even at severe personal cost, has always alarmed me.
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