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Originally Posted by Dean Stockwell 
The strange thing for me is that I don't mind the extra stuff. In my case, I find my gen eds more interesting. I like learning.
My problem is with the production classes. This is where I've heard kids trash black and white and foreign films- and these are the kids looking to be filmmakers. I've desperately hoped that each class I walk into will have someone else with my mentality, who actually wants to work on a worthwhile project. Nope. Just want to party party party like it's still high school. I cannot take the atmosphere. It's essentially crushed my spirit.
Plus, I eventually want to use film, which once again doesn't happen here, and anywhere I go I'll have to pay a shitload of money. Like I said, don't get me wrong, I really like school and learning. It's just that I'm getting very depressed paying to hang out with kids who do not give a shit.
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I can see why that would be disheartening. The thing is you've already decided on a career that requires a bit of nuts'n'bolts knowledge (although I'm still not clear on what aspect of filmmaking you intend to focus), and committed to not accepting anything less.
Sounds to me like your best bet would be transferring to a school with a good film program. Yeah, it'll cost more money, but assuming your grades and test scores are high enough to get you admitted, that's what loans are for. Another option is to drop out now, pick up a trade, make some money, then apply to film school down the line when it's more financially feasible. Or you can finish your degree at the current school, get the piece of paper that will at least get you in the door with some small-time video productions outfit. That way you can make some money, improve on some of the skills that may help you in filmmaking down the road; maybe it'll even inspire you to pick up an additional degree in filmmaking at a better school that has the stuff you want.
I'm guessing you're not going to find a job in film without having the technical knowledge you'd pick up or connections you'd make in film school, though. And without a degree or trade experience, don't expect that 50K that seems so odious to you anytime soon. That's not a "fallback" salary for many of us who did very well in school and have the paper to prove it.