Lst night, I went to sleep pretty early, about 11:45. I went right to sleep, but that was the end of the good news for the night. All night long, from midnight to 6 AM, I had a horrible dream in which I was constantly confused, late, getting yelled at, pushed to my physical limits in some bizarre Metroid: Prime style sequence, and bombarded with anxiety from all sides at all times.
As a result, I didn't get out of bed until 11 this morning, and I am absolutely exhausted. I can't remember feeling this tired in quite a while. Stupid dreams wear me out more than real life.
For an indication of how taxing this dream was, undersand that it involved me being late for school in a big city college campus wher I had to take a train accross the city to get to my next class and I was totally unfamiliar with the place. I was riding in a train car in front of my brother and his wife, and they arguing constantly about how I should know what I'm doind, and since I didn't, what they should do about it. then, the train cars got separated from the train so I was stuck with them about 800 feet in the air between to skyscrapers connected by an aerial garden, and I had to run and jump across the ledges and terraces to get further in to a city that I didn't know. I fell, and got hurt, so my bro and his wife kept carrying me to different spots thinking that it would help, when it really just hurt a lot to be moved. I was super dizzy and passing out, when a group of Indian students showed up, talking about some old man who they obviously didn't like ery much, but we're sort of forced to respect. They sat with me while I was babbling incoherently, and then Journey (yes, the band Journey) drove up (in the sky!?) in a big black Cadillac convertible and said "Put him in!" I was relieved, because I was going to get out of there, but one of the Indian dudes jumped in and they drove off. So I went crazy, running around shouting and wailing, and everyone up there with me started chasing me and saying they would kill me if I didn't stop. That scared me, so I did another run and jump thing with the help of adrenaline (never good when you're sleeping) and crashed through the window of one of the skyscrapers into a giant room with an indoor pool. I ran through there and out the big double doors and I ended up in the halls of the school. I had been right next to it the whole time. So there were a whole bunch of student there who were better looking and better prepared then I was, and they were all talking about how much trouble I was in because I was late. I was freaked out, so I picked a random classroom and had to take a test which I failed. I felt really sick, so I ran to the bathroom and when I got there, I actually started to calm down a bit. I needed to pee, so I did, but as soon as I started, a bunch of people came in and started making jokes and watching me! They even had chairs and their favorite beverages! That made me really angry so I pushed a bunch of them out of the way and left. As I was walking around trying to figure out how to get home, I heard people whispering that I had killed the people that I pushed in the bathroom. Then I felt horrible. I stopped and realized that i didn't know anyone, I didn't know anything, and everything I did made both of those awful truths even uglier.
Then my alarm went off and I woke up.
What are your worst nights?
As a result, I didn't get out of bed until 11 this morning, and I am absolutely exhausted. I can't remember feeling this tired in quite a while. Stupid dreams wear me out more than real life.
For an indication of how taxing this dream was, undersand that it involved me being late for school in a big city college campus wher I had to take a train accross the city to get to my next class and I was totally unfamiliar with the place. I was riding in a train car in front of my brother and his wife, and they arguing constantly about how I should know what I'm doind, and since I didn't, what they should do about it. then, the train cars got separated from the train so I was stuck with them about 800 feet in the air between to skyscrapers connected by an aerial garden, and I had to run and jump across the ledges and terraces to get further in to a city that I didn't know. I fell, and got hurt, so my bro and his wife kept carrying me to different spots thinking that it would help, when it really just hurt a lot to be moved. I was super dizzy and passing out, when a group of Indian students showed up, talking about some old man who they obviously didn't like ery much, but we're sort of forced to respect. They sat with me while I was babbling incoherently, and then Journey (yes, the band Journey) drove up (in the sky!?) in a big black Cadillac convertible and said "Put him in!" I was relieved, because I was going to get out of there, but one of the Indian dudes jumped in and they drove off. So I went crazy, running around shouting and wailing, and everyone up there with me started chasing me and saying they would kill me if I didn't stop. That scared me, so I did another run and jump thing with the help of adrenaline (never good when you're sleeping) and crashed through the window of one of the skyscrapers into a giant room with an indoor pool. I ran through there and out the big double doors and I ended up in the halls of the school. I had been right next to it the whole time. So there were a whole bunch of student there who were better looking and better prepared then I was, and they were all talking about how much trouble I was in because I was late. I was freaked out, so I picked a random classroom and had to take a test which I failed. I felt really sick, so I ran to the bathroom and when I got there, I actually started to calm down a bit. I needed to pee, so I did, but as soon as I started, a bunch of people came in and started making jokes and watching me! They even had chairs and their favorite beverages! That made me really angry so I pushed a bunch of them out of the way and left. As I was walking around trying to figure out how to get home, I heard people whispering that I had killed the people that I pushed in the bathroom. Then I felt horrible. I stopped and realized that i didn't know anyone, I didn't know anything, and everything I did made both of those awful truths even uglier.
Then my alarm went off and I woke up.
What are your worst nights?
