I'm hitting brick walls with this band thing, trying to get us booked into shows. I've discussed it with my Father, a master businessman of more than 25 years, and he agrees that from a busniess standpoint, I am doing all I can and more to get our band out there. The hitch is, I'm not getting many callbacks or dates confirmed.
The sad conclusion that my Dad and I reached today is that our name and even our music may be the problem. Especially our name, which is obviously of religious significance, may be contributing to the lack of interest in us. This breaks my heart for several reasons.
1. It's a pretty cool name, and I worked hard designing the logo.
2. It DOES mean something to us.
3. It's sad that we seem to be rejected for the connotation of our name.
I guess we asked for it.
It's probably no secret that the guys in Sacrament are Christians. We have our thing going that we choose to believe in and live out and I'm sure there aren't very many people who would not AT LEAST respect that. Fine.
In our band, we write from our experiences and our lives. Hence, our faith enters the picture sometimes. Some songs have more spiritual influence than others, some none at all. It's just the way it is. That makes us real. We write the music that we write. Sometimes it has a spiritual focus, and sometimes it's just about being human. I don't think there is ANYTHING wrong with that, and you can't convince me otherwise. We can't and won't change how or what we write.
But then there's our name. Can we change that and still maintain integrity? Should we try to bulldoze our way through the opposition WITHOUT changing the name?
First of all, I want to ask you, the chewers who pay attention to this stuff, your opinion.
Does our name turn you off right away? Does the music turn you off? I know you haven't heard much, but does the whole "Christian" thing really bother you?
See, because here's my problem. I never wanted to be in a band that gets up on stage and starts prayig with the audience and telling them to give their hearts to Jesus. I never wanted to sing praise songs or lead people in hymns.
I wanted to be in a band that rocked hard and loud and fast and had screaming, writhing fans below the stage, pumping their fists in the air and headbanging and throwing the horns out every once in awhile. I wanted to be in a metal band. I still want to be in a heavy metal band.
Here's the other problem. If I gear my band more toward the secular end of things, do I then again compromise my integrity? Am I a bad Christian if I don't want to sing the praises of God all the time in every song? I mean, I can't do that anyway. I've always been in tune with the darker side of life anyway, and that's what I always write about. Real stuff. Stuff that people and especially kids go through. It doesn't always have anything to do with God. In fact, I spent a lot of my teenage years trying to get FAR away from God. So i write about both sides of life. And I don't and never would say anything AGAINST God, at least not in a blasphemous way. I mean read the Psalms; those are all railing against God pretty much.
So to Christians it probably seems like we're sitting on the fence. To secular audiences it would probably make us look like the enemy; Bible-thumping fire and brimstone converters.
I know the easy answer is, "Don't mix the two worlds," but that would be nearly impossible for me and for my bandmates. We write and play from our very selves, and just as every other human being, we experience elements of spiritual life and human life. Neither is wrong, so why do they conflict so much?
What do i do?
The sad conclusion that my Dad and I reached today is that our name and even our music may be the problem. Especially our name, which is obviously of religious significance, may be contributing to the lack of interest in us. This breaks my heart for several reasons.
1. It's a pretty cool name, and I worked hard designing the logo.
2. It DOES mean something to us.
3. It's sad that we seem to be rejected for the connotation of our name.
I guess we asked for it.
It's probably no secret that the guys in Sacrament are Christians. We have our thing going that we choose to believe in and live out and I'm sure there aren't very many people who would not AT LEAST respect that. Fine.
In our band, we write from our experiences and our lives. Hence, our faith enters the picture sometimes. Some songs have more spiritual influence than others, some none at all. It's just the way it is. That makes us real. We write the music that we write. Sometimes it has a spiritual focus, and sometimes it's just about being human. I don't think there is ANYTHING wrong with that, and you can't convince me otherwise. We can't and won't change how or what we write.
But then there's our name. Can we change that and still maintain integrity? Should we try to bulldoze our way through the opposition WITHOUT changing the name?
First of all, I want to ask you, the chewers who pay attention to this stuff, your opinion.
Does our name turn you off right away? Does the music turn you off? I know you haven't heard much, but does the whole "Christian" thing really bother you?
See, because here's my problem. I never wanted to be in a band that gets up on stage and starts prayig with the audience and telling them to give their hearts to Jesus. I never wanted to sing praise songs or lead people in hymns.
I wanted to be in a band that rocked hard and loud and fast and had screaming, writhing fans below the stage, pumping their fists in the air and headbanging and throwing the horns out every once in awhile. I wanted to be in a metal band. I still want to be in a heavy metal band.
Here's the other problem. If I gear my band more toward the secular end of things, do I then again compromise my integrity? Am I a bad Christian if I don't want to sing the praises of God all the time in every song? I mean, I can't do that anyway. I've always been in tune with the darker side of life anyway, and that's what I always write about. Real stuff. Stuff that people and especially kids go through. It doesn't always have anything to do with God. In fact, I spent a lot of my teenage years trying to get FAR away from God. So i write about both sides of life. And I don't and never would say anything AGAINST God, at least not in a blasphemous way. I mean read the Psalms; those are all railing against God pretty much.
So to Christians it probably seems like we're sitting on the fence. To secular audiences it would probably make us look like the enemy; Bible-thumping fire and brimstone converters.
I know the easy answer is, "Don't mix the two worlds," but that would be nearly impossible for me and for my bandmates. We write and play from our very selves, and just as every other human being, we experience elements of spiritual life and human life. Neither is wrong, so why do they conflict so much?
What do i do?




