Wow, a thread I could really get used to after the last week. So my best friend of ten years has gone off for most of the summer to see her bf who isn't nearly intelligent or mature enough for her. I've talked to her exactly three times since she's gone, and this is a normally EXTREMELY caring girl, but it's all gone nuts since she got obsessed with him. She does his laundry for god's sakes. So I don't even know what's going to happen there, it hurts when someone you usually talk to and see so much suddenly runs off and leaves you. And for a guy even she knows herself she won't end up with permanently. What is that??
Then of course I have my boy problems. The guy that I began dating last august, then broke up with but was really good friends all year. Too good. And then started liking him again as I got to know him more, and over this summer. We got close. I definitely told him how I felt because I'm more open with him than people I've known much longer. And he says something scrambled about how he might feel the same way but we both know it couldn't go anywhere. Wait, we do? And then this girl STILL IN HIGHSCHOOL that he's met THREE TIMES comes to stay with him and he's suddenly sort of dating her. Of course she lives six states away, but oh well. I have nothing against her, I'm sure she's nice, but I'm mad as hell at him. I feel used. And I know he's not a jerk, just dense. But it still hurts when he sits there and is asking me for help on what puzzle ring to get her possibly for her birthday. And I think to myself, wow, I dated him for a month and a half and was friends with him for almost a year. I saw him almost every day. Did he ever get me anything? More hurt. I've held the idiot in my arms, I care about him and worry about him and like his moronic jokes, etc. I think he's talented, I respect him. But I'm nothing to him really. And now he's transferring to a different university so I won't see him unless he comes home. But maybe it's better just to cut it all off. Except even that's hard. I wish he would just not mean anything anymore.
Then there's the whole, what am I doing with my life deal.....oh good lord.