My brother moved out this past week. Actually, my dad kicked him out with his friend (Well, ex-girlfriend). I pretty much looked up to her as a sister. She was no mentor but she was someone close to talk to. Her boyfriend lived with us also but went off to jail and while he was in jail she had found out that he had cheated on her and he tested positive for an STD, which was curable. She was pissed and heartbroken, of course but then became closer with my brother and then they started to go out. Later she became "confused" and broke up with my brother and forgave her idiot boyfriend. My parents had let them live with us so they could keep an eye on my brother because he was always out all night and they would always become worried about him. At least when his friends lived with us they knew where he was and knew he would come home. They were all into drugs (Mostly weed) but Dennis (The idiot boyfriend) was once into heroin and cocaine. While he was in Jail, it was just my brother, Tina (The girl) and I. And I started smoking weed and also became addicted to cigarettes. Even though, I was not quite a big fan of the weed I did become close with Tina and my brother. I liked hanging out with them, talking and having a good time, but is did not last long. Last weekend, my Dad found out that I was smoking weed (I had admitted it to him) and warned my brother and Tina that they had 2 weeks to find a place and move out. They started treating me like shit after that and told me they would never trust me again. They called me a "Nark" and a "Rat". My parents wanted them out long ago but I begged them to have them stay and because of me they had a roof over their heads for awhile. They knew I was the one who had saved their asses a few times, but they did not care. Dennis got out of jail and went into rehab but got kicked out two days later (He was supposed to be there for two months). The guy is a fucking loser. When we picked him up after he got kicked out the first thing he wanted to do was to get high and wasted. He smacked Tina around a couple of times and once she ended up on crutches because of him. They are engaged now and hoping to be married by Wednesday. I asked her today if she was sure she had wanted to marry him and she replied "absolutely…I love him". Although my brother is not the most mature guy in the world he actually treated her with love and respect. My brother, Tina and Dennis got an apartment and after they packed up and left I notice they had taken my digital video camera that my parents had given me for Christmas. I was not too happy about that, and it made me understand that these guys were really not much of a friend. Again today, I had a problem that I had to admit to my dad that involved my brother and Tina and soon after my Dad had spoken to them, my brother called me up to ask me why I had ratted them out.
It hurts me a lot that my brother does not stick up for his own family. My parents took his friends into their home and neither they nor he gave any sort of respect towards them (No “Thank You”, no nothing.) It also hurts me more knowing after all I had done for them they still treat me like shit. Tina had become like a sister, she was someone I could talk to and after all this I do miss them both because now I am alone. I do have friends and all, but I'm not too close with anyone and also I rarely got out with anyone. Everyone is pissed at me. It really sucks being alone sometimes. I know I was no angel during all of this but I did try to make everyone happy and, sadly, I had failed.
It hurts me a lot that my brother does not stick up for his own family. My parents took his friends into their home and neither they nor he gave any sort of respect towards them (No “Thank You”, no nothing.) It also hurts me more knowing after all I had done for them they still treat me like shit. Tina had become like a sister, she was someone I could talk to and after all this I do miss them both because now I am alone. I do have friends and all, but I'm not too close with anyone and also I rarely got out with anyone. Everyone is pissed at me. It really sucks being alone sometimes. I know I was no angel during all of this but I did try to make everyone happy and, sadly, I had failed.




